♥ Mr•Andrew ♥

Y Monday, February 8, 2010 ' 2/08/2010 10:23:00 AM Y

♥ & your love is all i ever wanted ♥

Labels: Photos taken on Pre Valentine day

♥ You are all that i wanted ♥

Y ' 2/08/2010 10:17:00 AM Y

♥ & your love is all i ever wanted ♥

Hmmm went with dear to marina, haha went to eat my kenny roger.. then went to collect our ticket for 14 Blade.. Erm the show arhz.. not very nice lorh.. too much focus on the Donnie Yen.. then story line oso boring.. very dull.. dear say he give Donnie Yen 2 star but the story line 0 Stars.. LOLX..

Went to play pool awhile then keep lose to dear!!~~ cannnot must brish up on skills... then went play arcade awhile lorh.. after that go buy my shoe.. hahha dear choose.. pretty... got taste derhs.. if dear become a woman sure very pretty.. LOLX no lahz joking.. Waiting for movie start so walk around lorh.. then dear buy clothings.. not bad leh.. nice... i choose the top he choose the bottom.. matching one hor!!~~ hmm.. then wak too long.. leg TIRED... find a place sit sit awhile then go smoke awhile... jiu go in watch movie lerh lorh... then watch till wan fall aslp... haha.. but okays lahz.. as long as with dear i am happy..

Although this pre celebration is like normal outing.. not abit like valentine day but still i am happy and wanna thanks dear dear barhs... <33 photos uploaded next blog.. not alot though..

Labels: Pre Valentine Day

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Y Friday, February 5, 2010 ' 2/05/2010 10:09:00 PM Y

♥ & your love is all i ever wanted ♥

Its friday night and i am alone lying on my bed, listening to songs, play game, msn abit, facebook abit.. Got no programme, kinda bored. Dear went for company dinner, hmmm dunno wat time he coming home.. kinda sleepy lerhs.. hate the feeling of being broke and has no money with me. If i am rich enough , then i guess you wont see me at home lerhs barhs.. Crystal wanna go out... hais.. going crazy soon.. AHHHHHH~~~~

Someone rescue me please!!~~~

Had a talk with my bro jus now,haha he mature lerh and now he is so much better the the previous him. Finally i see him back to his normal lifestyle.. feel glad for him... Lim Wei Kheong aka cloud aka kuraudo... jiayous okays..

Tml SAT lerhs ~~ fav day of all cos last day of work.. hmmm.. going out tml with baby tml.. suppose to be pre celebration of valentine day derhs.. but dunno will it be like a valentine day celebration mahz?? or is it more like a cople outing.. haha.. dunno... will update tml night .. wakaka .. but good lahz.. finally get to go out liao.. dun nid hide at home liao..

Really staying at home too long will ki siao one leh... i now already sia 1/2 liao.. everyday other then work then home... the only time when i am not at home is going to meet dear.. if not normally work, go home,work , go home.. boring lifestyle one leh.. i am only 23 and am leading such a life is totally pathetic.. hais no choice, who ask me itchy backside, did something very very wrong.. so now i am paying for my mistakes lorh...

Missing dear now, thinking wat is he doing.. waiting for his call.. 10 plus lerhs.. he haven go home.. hais..

Labels: Lonely Friday Night

♥ You are all that i wanted ♥

Y Wednesday, February 3, 2010 ' 2/03/2010 12:10:00 PM Y

♥ & your love is all i ever wanted ♥

Had a bad dream ytd.. got a shock and wake up at 4 plus am.. perhaps i tink too much lia0.. wake up 4 am then cant slp... now got bad headache and sleepy.. lata boss derh mum coming.. so stress up.. yesterday i saw garry and boss discussing about something that seems to be quite serious.. their face is like damn black... shag.... dunno wat will happen.. storm coming?? Wonder what kind of scenario is it going to be later on... haiz... stress up...

Headache go awhile pls!~~ i need a clear state of mind today...

Labels: Bad Dream

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Y Monday, February 1, 2010 ' 2/01/2010 11:43:00 PM Y

♥ & your love is all i ever wanted ♥

I know this time round its my fault, i made dear really angry.. i am sorry.. didnt mean it to. sorry.. i should have stayed away fom him instead of being so friendly. I admit thats its my fault. From today on i will stay clear with guys, sorry.

I will cry no more.. tonight is night to remind myself of who i am, i am tan peng ho derh gf, then i should do my part as a gf.. tonight is a lesson learnt.. learn not to cry , not to make u angry..

Dear dear sorry.. Really

Labels: Regrets

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Y Monday, January 25, 2010 ' 1/25/2010 12:24:00 PM Y

♥ & your love is all i ever wanted ♥

Has been pretty moodless of late, like too many thing happen and hor i am broke lerh.. too many thing wanna buy but too broke. To think back, sometimes things are really unfair one. Those who do less get more, those who did the most got the least.. FUNNY right. I am struggling. Gonna drown soon, gasping for air ! Perhaps that what make me grow. Humans under certain circumstances. Family, Work, one on each shoulder.. So heavy.. i nee to be strong enough , to be sober enough.

I need a clear mind, strong will to be able to take all these. But still i feel tired.. that goes to show that i m not strong enough.. New Year is time to settle everything, once and for all.. to free myself from everything.

Labels: MOODLESS

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Y Thursday, January 21, 2010 ' 1/21/2010 04:28:00 PM Y

♥ & your love is all i ever wanted ♥

Saying the word cherish is so easy but doing it seems SO DIFFICULT. Had a talk with wei ping jus now. She told me when they were in thailand trip, dear has been so sweet. When i ask her what she mean by sweet, i got a very very stunning answer. She said.. Dear has been mentioning my name throughout the trip.I am somehow so touched.. when i heard that.. i almost cried.. when i noe his wallet got only my photo and nothing else when he go there.. i am happy.. i know dear for 6 years, coming to 7 . Although yes i know him for so long, but duration of us being together is like 3 plus years. 1/2 of 7 years. Wei ping said me and dear are fated to be.. i told her yes.. we are.. but no matter how fated to be, we still need to cherish each other. IF not also gone case one.. i believe all agree barhs.

Saying that i wanna cherish him, i dunno whether i can do a perfect job on that.. same thing i dunno whether dear can do a perfect job on that. But still i wana try to do my best.. Cos i know dear has been doing his best also. I can feel that coming from him.

Dear thanks for being so sweet always. Thanks for alway kanna me bully wakakka
Really love you... <33 muackss

Labels: Cherish

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Y Tuesday, January 19, 2010 ' 1/19/2010 10:26:00 AM Y

♥ & your love is all i ever wanted ♥

OH MY GOD!!~~ Looking at all the photo, i realise i am actually not good enough for my baby.. he so good looking.. and yet.. me leh?? BUANG !!~~ Hmmm Perhaps i should do something to make myself suitable for him.. Simply opening my mouth and saying i wanna slim down damn useless.. actions need to be done.. New Target for year 2010... Slim down... Mus jia you !!! ~ Cutting down my diet is a must must!!~

This morning i saw soemthing that is really a disgrace to singaporean. A girl of age around 20 came up on the bus and start to approach male personel for $$.. and each amount he ask for is like 10 -20 $$ and i was like WTF !!~ i mean she has got hands legs.. and her ability to speak is totally okay.. its not like she is disabled or wat but she is completely healthy. Was wondering what lame excuses she uses when she asked for $$ .. saying she has got no $$ for her bro to remove sticthes one his leg and her hosue has got no rice got no oil, she has got no $$ to eat when she is wearing a gold bangle on her wrist !!~ lolx.. omg.. shan't say much.. i mean this thing is like.. Singapore should do something like this.. and think why this kinda cases happen and its like so frequent...

Labels: Not Good Enough

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Y Monday, January 18, 2010 ' 1/18/2010 10:08:00 AM Y

♥ & your love is all i ever wanted ♥

Recently dear has been on bad mood.. Dunno is it because of his work that cause him to be this way or simply jus a mood swing. I guess he doesnt know that when his mood swings, mine swing too.. He said he is feeling very low this morning.. when asked why he say he dunno... but i cant do anything.. haiz .. dunno wat kind of gf am i.. wanna help him but i dunno how to..

Sometimes i feel that my way of handling things are not right.. like this morning.. maybe i shouldnt say those words.. what i should say is a simple jia yous will do.. but i only wanna wake him up.. to let him noe that going to work everyday feeling down is not a way he should behaves.. and thats not what i noe him for.. he is the kind of person whereby no matter how serious the ting is , he can forget about it after one good slp.. but i tink i put it the wrong way.. and that somehow pissed him off i guess.

Thats the way i grow up in.. i learn things the hard way.. but not everyone is like me ba.. perhaps i should keep my mouth shut from all thing from now on.. and kip my ears open will do... dun wanna complicate things.. since my way of handing things are not right.. then i shouldnt handle things that are none of my concerns..

All i wanna say is.. dear jia yous... i cant do anything to help u but i am here for you always... your listening ears always..

Labels: Mood Swings

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Y Friday, January 15, 2010 ' 1/15/2010 10:16:00 AM Y

♥ & your love is all i ever wanted ♥

Recently too many thing happen
Dunno how to post
But thing started to cool down abit
I dunno how this can last
But i jus wish to have a peaceful new year.

Ytd go meet dear haha
Then we da bao alot of ting home to eat
Hmm then SRO lorh!!~
Then tired go slp awhile.
Hungry lerh.. Fell like eating macdonald
So dear bring me go eat lorh.. LOLX
Tried the new prosperity Burger..
EEEE not nice one.. alot onion derhs..
Then dear pei me go take bus lorh
Reach home at 11 45 lidat
Then tok to mama awhile
Then go SRO awhile..
Very tired then go slp earl iao

Haiz... Relationship is so scary
Humans are scary too.
Say change then change
Nv think about people derhs
Untrustable human beings..

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